Depending on the day, of course. Life took me on a ride that was emotional, chaotic, beautiful, and confusing all at the same time, and I’m here to tell the truth about it. If anything, I’ve been through helps you feel seen, then it was worth it. Niina ross wasn’t born, the bitch was summoned. She showed up in the middle of a breakdown disguised as a breakthrough, the guardian spirit I didn’t know I needed until I did.
She’s the alter ego who said, “heffa, you’re the problem and the solution, now get your ass up.” This isn’t some mystical theory for me. These are the patterns behind why I spiraled, stalled, shut down, or snapped off. The survival mode responses, emotional chaos, decision fatigue, boundary breakdowns, connection issues, all of it.
This is the story of how I got through that shit.